I am back to my life in bullets:

• I PASSED 198.  (this deserves a !!!!!!!!!!!! but i have already screamed my heart out and i am weirdly calm right now) hello, achievement of the sem, seriously.
• it obviously did me no good cramming all the hard subjects in the longest semester of my life and topping it all off with org work. Mediocre sem is mediocre and I have truly learned my lesson. 
• i have braces. yes, i am nineteen and i became a metal mouth roughly two weeks ago.
• realization: i get sad/happy easily but my anger is a slow-burning fire that kind of really doesn’t burn out and i am quite sorry for it/you if it/you happen to be the spark that ignites it (just to continue this really bad fire metaphor analogy thing)
• i am really excited for next sem, where literature and i will hopefully get together again and math and i will be friends again. classes start in four days and i am surprisingly not raiding the notebook aisle in national bookstore. (soon though)
• my grades benefit when someone else knows the password to my online accounts and i don’t. ideas are forming in my head.

modest mouse dispenses great advice, indeed.

today was a most excellent day. i spent precious time with the loveliest friends in the world, had a mini-food feast (have i mentioned how thankful i am since i am now able to chew semi-properly after getting my braces), and watched a very entertaining movie.

today was also the last day for my professors to upload our grades online and while i was enjoying my time with my friends, i was also a quivering mass of panic inside because one of the subjects i took this sem had notoriously difficult exams.

all semester long i was worrying if i’d pass that course. hannalipio (my forever seatmate) texted me while i was in starbucks that grades were out and (oh lol) i seriously started freaking — i was on my iPod and phone, willing one of them to please load CRS faster — and when i saw my grade i kind of grabbed sarah out of sheer joy because I PASSED

*insert bucketfuls of tears of joy*

i still can’t kind of believe it. i’m so happy ;___;

the big guy up there works miracles, truly.

THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, KIND SIR UP THERE ;__;

AS IN SOBRANG SAYA KO NANG MALUPIT HAHAHAHA BLUE EAGLE AKO BLUE EAGLE AKOOOOO

BLUE EAGLE TODAY, DL TOMORROW.
THANK YOU ATENEO.
I LOVE ATENEO.