I am back to my life in bullets:

• I PASSED 198.  (this deserves a !!!!!!!!!!!! but i have already screamed my heart out and i am weirdly calm right now) hello, achievement of the sem, seriously.
• it obviously did me no good cramming all the hard subjects in the longest semester of my life and topping it all off with org work. Mediocre sem is mediocre and I have truly learned my lesson. 
• i have braces. yes, i am nineteen and i became a metal mouth roughly two weeks ago.
• realization: i get sad/happy easily but my anger is a slow-burning fire that kind of really doesn’t burn out and i am quite sorry for it/you if it/you happen to be the spark that ignites it (just to continue this really bad fire metaphor analogy thing)
• i am really excited for next sem, where literature and i will hopefully get together again and math and i will be friends again. classes start in four days and i am surprisingly not raiding the notebook aisle in national bookstore. (soon though)
• my grades benefit when someone else knows the password to my online accounts and i don’t. ideas are forming in my head.